And one more thing I forgot....

friday morning when i woke up i realized that a filling that was in my front tooth had come out. yep...i lost a filling in my front tooth! so i called the dentist office that morning and he was out and not in until tuesday.

guess what? i have a dentist appointment today to get this fixed. im so full of anxiety this morning i hardly slept last night. of all the teeth that this happed to this is the worst for me. its the injections they have to give to numb it that bother me the most and for some reason they seem to hurt me most when dealing with the front teeth.

i keep tossing in my head about cancelling out and going until next week but then i will be a nervous reck all week again and to top it off i wont be smiling all week since i have a partial tooth showing.

hope you are having a good week so far. let you know how this goes....wish me luck!

hugs

edit...10:50am: I CHICKENED OUT! i just couldnt do it today. my anxiety level is just too high. i know the only way i can do this is to have my appoinment first thing in the morning after i get them off to school and work with no sitting around thinking about whats to come. i made another appointment for next week at 9am. yeah im chickenshit and i know it.