It's been some week....
- mood has been crappy...depressed, cranky, sad, angry, worried
- had a huge blowout with my ex over the phone weds. night over something he said to my child that made her cry (more like a sobbing cry) and now having her all him a jerk. he's still an ASS and wonders why im still so angry at him.
- hubby said that he doesnt care for the ex even more since he has made "his" daughter cry.
- that was the most yelling i have done in 4 years. we dont yell is this house like that. that man is toxic to me. that is one reason i dont answer the phone when it shows his number on the caller i.d. I cant stand the sound of his voice.
- have had a headache most of the week and got worse after wednesday night.
- slight sinus cold going on. so with that my two teeth that are bothering me a little bother a little more.
- been taking a tylenol #2 every night this week to help relive the slight discomfort of my mouth and to help me sleep.
- my knee is so-so.
- something the women will understand: my favorite bra...the underwire broke.
- i have been worried about kiddo and how she is handling all this crap with her "birth father". she even said that she wanted her step dad to adopt her....but that is something we want her to really understand first and when she is a bit older. we dont want that decision to be made out of anger.
- im worried about kiddo and how she is doing in school. since before xmas break we (us and the doctor) decided to change her meds. after changing the dosage now for the third time we think we might have the right one. will know in another week after the teachers have a full complete "normal" week of school.
-kiddo is home today. there is no school due to teacher stuff. we only have to go out and get the materials for a project that we want to get completed this weekend that is due next thursday.
- i go back to work next week. only two shifts which is great...neither of which are closing shifts. but...my only gripe is...im available during the day during the week and i get both weekend days....opening shifts....long all day shifts. im worried about going back and not remembering things since im the manager on duty during those shifts.
-i will say that im very lucky to have such a great husband that is there for me and deals with all my emotional baggage and is the best example of what a father should be to his step daughter.
*sigh* my head hurts so im off to read my daily blogs, play a couple games online, and maybe even some scrapbooking (which i have gotten back into). not much of a post...but its a post. my mood just sucks the past few days.
hugs to you and here to a great weekend!
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- had a huge blowout with my ex over the phone weds. night over something he said to my child that made her cry (more like a sobbing cry) and now having her all him a jerk. he's still an ASS and wonders why im still so angry at him.
- hubby said that he doesnt care for the ex even more since he has made "his" daughter cry.
- that was the most yelling i have done in 4 years. we dont yell is this house like that. that man is toxic to me. that is one reason i dont answer the phone when it shows his number on the caller i.d. I cant stand the sound of his voice.
- have had a headache most of the week and got worse after wednesday night.
- slight sinus cold going on. so with that my two teeth that are bothering me a little bother a little more.
- been taking a tylenol #2 every night this week to help relive the slight discomfort of my mouth and to help me sleep.
- my knee is so-so.
- something the women will understand: my favorite bra...the underwire broke.
- i have been worried about kiddo and how she is handling all this crap with her "birth father". she even said that she wanted her step dad to adopt her....but that is something we want her to really understand first and when she is a bit older. we dont want that decision to be made out of anger.
- im worried about kiddo and how she is doing in school. since before xmas break we (us and the doctor) decided to change her meds. after changing the dosage now for the third time we think we might have the right one. will know in another week after the teachers have a full complete "normal" week of school.
-kiddo is home today. there is no school due to teacher stuff. we only have to go out and get the materials for a project that we want to get completed this weekend that is due next thursday.
- i go back to work next week. only two shifts which is great...neither of which are closing shifts. but...my only gripe is...im available during the day during the week and i get both weekend days....opening shifts....long all day shifts. im worried about going back and not remembering things since im the manager on duty during those shifts.
-i will say that im very lucky to have such a great husband that is there for me and deals with all my emotional baggage and is the best example of what a father should be to his step daughter.
*sigh* my head hurts so im off to read my daily blogs, play a couple games online, and maybe even some scrapbooking (which i have gotten back into). not much of a post...but its a post. my mood just sucks the past few days.
hugs to you and here to a great weekend!
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posted by CaliGirl at
9:32 a.m.
