It's official....

I'M OLD! not even 40 yet but i feel like my body is way older then my age. if its not my foot since the injury...its my knee.

just a little over a year ago i had surgery on my knee for a torn muscle that had bothered me for many years. surgery went great and the tear was fixed. but 9 months after my surgery my knee was still hurting sometimes and according to my doctor its arthitis.

its fine for periods of time but then it flares up again and its unbearable. like today. for the past week or so its been bugging the crap out of me so much so its interrupting sleep at times and it even hurts to drive my car.

i keep taking ibuprofin for swelling and putting absorbane jr on it but over all nothing helps.

its official....I'M OLD and i have to deal with my body falling apart...one part at a time.

with all this going on....i cancelled out of work tonight and just staying off it as much as possible. tomorrow i promised kiddo we would go get pumpkins to carve since i have put if off and now we have to search high and low since its so close to halloween.

im not doing much this weekend....just pumpkin carving and feeling sorry for myself. i know i could have so much more wrong for me and i should suck it up...but i will admit im a baby when it comes to pain.

weather here is supposed to get stormy late saturday into sunday....lots of wind and rain.

what are you doing this weekend?

big hugs to you....im done whining now.