sick and tired!...of what you say....EVERYTHING!

do you ever have one of those days when you just wanna say F*ck it all? I QUIT! and im not talking you job...im talking EVERYTHING! (ok...maybe your job too) were everything just isnt going right and no matter how hard you try it still gets F'd up and/or nobody listens to what you say?

When dealing with this you might snap more then normal at family and then feel like crap even more. I QUIT! I give up!

Im tired of talking and being either flat out ignored or looked at with a blank stare. I think im too nice sometimes and let people walk over me. that has to stop... NOW! yeah...and thats going to happen...cuz then i will for sure be known as "that bitch"

through all this i havent touched any sugar. im surprise that i havent given in yet to a kingsize "anything" chocolate bar...im craving them so bad ...i can eat 2 or 3 of them right at this very moment. but i cant. stupid blood sugar now....(go for my retest mid november and dont want to F*ck that one up either)...so im being good *sigh*.

im just tired of snapping at everyone and then putting on a fake smile when im at work...when in reality im screaming inside and want to hide.

hugs to you..............i need a hug :(