Inspiring weekend...
I had a wonderful past weekend meeting 11 other women and getting to know them in a very quiet relaxing environment. i went to this retreat not knowing what to expect since it was with a church group my sister in law is a minister. having lots of questions about religion and so on in regards to my life and how i feel about things i wanted to learn something and maybe answer some questions that have been haunting me.
this weekend was something i will never forget and i came out of it a better person it. i learned so much and had some questions answered. i still have lots of other questions and lots of things i need to learn how to deal with.
not to get all religious here on my blog but this weekend i found Jesus. i went in with a closed mind and just wanted to be the person that watched and view others not getting too close or opening up about myself and my needs. that all changed yesterday morning during service and i opened my heart. im doing this for me and myself only. i need to heal all the pain and anger i have for my ex even though he has done wrong and learn forgivness no matter how hard i think it is now.
i have been brought to tears so much this weekend...and even now i cry when thinking about all i went through the past few days. but today...they are happy tears...i know i have a path i must take because i have seen it...i saw it in my mind and i also saw Jesus pointing in the direction i must go even though that road had no end to it.
anyway...enough about this stuff...i know some people dont get it and thats fine. this is just another part of my life that is beginning.
if you want to talk to me about this more please email me. im not going to make this a regular thing on my blog because this is something that is special and very private to me at this time. i do want to share it with others but only if they want to hear it.
i posted new pictures on my flickr account from me weekend for everyone to see.
many many hugs to you (i need some tissue right now...lol) thank you for listening and just letting me get this out.
this weekend was something i will never forget and i came out of it a better person it. i learned so much and had some questions answered. i still have lots of other questions and lots of things i need to learn how to deal with.
not to get all religious here on my blog but this weekend i found Jesus. i went in with a closed mind and just wanted to be the person that watched and view others not getting too close or opening up about myself and my needs. that all changed yesterday morning during service and i opened my heart. im doing this for me and myself only. i need to heal all the pain and anger i have for my ex even though he has done wrong and learn forgivness no matter how hard i think it is now.
i have been brought to tears so much this weekend...and even now i cry when thinking about all i went through the past few days. but today...they are happy tears...i know i have a path i must take because i have seen it...i saw it in my mind and i also saw Jesus pointing in the direction i must go even though that road had no end to it.
anyway...enough about this stuff...i know some people dont get it and thats fine. this is just another part of my life that is beginning.
if you want to talk to me about this more please email me. im not going to make this a regular thing on my blog because this is something that is special and very private to me at this time. i do want to share it with others but only if they want to hear it.
i posted new pictures on my flickr account from me weekend for everyone to see.
many many hugs to you (i need some tissue right now...lol) thank you for listening and just letting me get this out.
posted by CaliGirl at
12:55 p.m.
