Pre vacation worries.....
hope you are having a good weekend so far. in the States it memorial weekend and having an extra day off. we had ours last week for victoria day.
had a rough night last night. didnt start off that way...actually had a fun afternoon with hubby and kiddo. did our errands ...took a little drive to check out the big ship in down at the dock. me and hubby had a card game...still no done yet cuz i was making dinner at the same time and then we ate. made us some homemade pizza and salad. turned out very yummy. watched some tv..and then went to bed.
where it turned rough was laying in bed. i started thinking about vacation. why would that make things turn rough? well.....money. started wondering if we really planned this out right and if we well have enough money for our trip.
i think we well...but as far as spending cash it might be a heck of a lot tighter then i wanted. i dont even what to get into it on here. but today we are going to sit down and figure out from what we have the cost of things (minus the 20% exchange rate)....my tummy is still upset over all this.
i think its just the worry of spending so much money at one time and then making sure we have enough money to spend while on the road and being able to do things.
anyway.....thats my stress right now. i think if we dont go this depression would hit the wall for sure....we have had to go into our vacation money the past year for emergenies and so on and now im worried. *sigh*
grrr....hate worrying...and having doubt. and right now i feel guilty for spending any kind of money on myself for things i need. example...my new glasses i needed. i could have waited. i know i need them...but just that fact i spent the money on myself. i never spend on myself...its always on kiddo or hubby. hubby told me not to worry and i told him then it was for my birthday. thats my gift....and i didnt want anything from them or we didnt need to spend money on going out either that day. the glasses are my gift.
we well get all this worked out...he promises me this...and i believe him. if not he said im going to make myself so sick over all this we wont be able to go cuz of me being sick. so he is going to put my mind at ease today (i hope).
hugs to you....
edit 11:20am....ok....watching The Day After Tomorrow right now (hubby has it on) and i guess our vacation is off.....Los Angeles was destroyed....lol now i have a reason not to stress about things. great special effects btw...awesome to see LA destroyed like that when you know what you are seeing being ripped apart.)
had a rough night last night. didnt start off that way...actually had a fun afternoon with hubby and kiddo. did our errands ...took a little drive to check out the big ship in down at the dock. me and hubby had a card game...still no done yet cuz i was making dinner at the same time and then we ate. made us some homemade pizza and salad. turned out very yummy. watched some tv..and then went to bed.
where it turned rough was laying in bed. i started thinking about vacation. why would that make things turn rough? well.....money. started wondering if we really planned this out right and if we well have enough money for our trip.
i think we well...but as far as spending cash it might be a heck of a lot tighter then i wanted. i dont even what to get into it on here. but today we are going to sit down and figure out from what we have the cost of things (minus the 20% exchange rate)....my tummy is still upset over all this.
i think its just the worry of spending so much money at one time and then making sure we have enough money to spend while on the road and being able to do things.
anyway.....thats my stress right now. i think if we dont go this depression would hit the wall for sure....we have had to go into our vacation money the past year for emergenies and so on and now im worried. *sigh*
grrr....hate worrying...and having doubt. and right now i feel guilty for spending any kind of money on myself for things i need. example...my new glasses i needed. i could have waited. i know i need them...but just that fact i spent the money on myself. i never spend on myself...its always on kiddo or hubby. hubby told me not to worry and i told him then it was for my birthday. thats my gift....and i didnt want anything from them or we didnt need to spend money on going out either that day. the glasses are my gift.
we well get all this worked out...he promises me this...and i believe him. if not he said im going to make myself so sick over all this we wont be able to go cuz of me being sick. so he is going to put my mind at ease today (i hope).
hugs to you....
edit 11:20am....ok....watching The Day After Tomorrow right now (hubby has it on) and i guess our vacation is off.....Los Angeles was destroyed....lol now i have a reason not to stress about things. great special effects btw...awesome to see LA destroyed like that when you know what you are seeing being ripped apart.)
posted by CaliGirl at
9:56 a.m.
