One of "those" days.....

Woke up today feeling like crap. anyone who has dealt with depression well understand what i mean. just couldnt function this morning. had some stuff on my mind during the night that keeps haunting me no matter how hard i try to keep it off of there...then i also had a bad dream.

i just wanted to get them to work and school and just hide. i was supposed to go do my grocery shopping this morning but just couldnt get my ass motivated to it. i got back home and just went back to bed.

i slept until about 11am waking up with a migrane. thats it....i cant funtion today. i called work and told them i wasnt going to make it in tonight with this going on. i called my daughters friends mother (who was going to take her to girl guides for me since i had to work) to tell her that i was going to be home and that i could take her myself and her daughter if she ended up having to work. she was very nice....she said that if she didnt have to work she would still take kiddo for me. i really do appreciate her...she called me after school and told me what time she would be here to pick her up. what an angel...she really is a nice woman ...very busy but always has time to help someone out.

I have had something to eat...so im not having caffine withdrawl or anything like that. just get these headaches when im stressed out. i shouldnt be stressing out. but when i get thinking about "asshole" and the child support he owes and all that crap i get put back into my funk i dread and hate so much.

anyway....other then whining about my head hurting right now....nothing much to say.

maybe while kiddo is at her meeting me and hubby can have some "private" time....lol. dont they say that a good orgasm helps headaches? lol....wow...i actually said that out loud.

hugs...