nothing much here......

Happy monday everyone. not much to talk about here. just have a bunch of ramblings going on in my little head...but nothing important or exciting.

for those who watch nascar.........OMFG!!! WHAT A GREAT RACE YESTERDAY! my guy's (dale jarrett) car took a shit..and just couldnt make up during the race to get up in the front again. but wow...i was cheering on Stewart or Busch just to keep dale jr or Gordon from the front. stewart couldnt keep it up...but busch had me screaming at the tv and then cheering when he took dale jr back to 3rd....lol WOHOO NASCAR! WELCOME BACK!

other then that....that was my excitement for the weekend. getting all my stuff together for my trip next week back to california for my grandmas funeral. im having some major anxiety going on about flying. i have only flown once when i was 9 then one other time 3 years ago when i first came here. so im very very nervous about the whole process. im sure i well be fine...but the fear is there...in the back of mind...bugging me all the time...the "what if something happens to me" if's......if you know what i mean?

anyway...hand is healing slowly...but getting better. still have to be very careful with it. i just rubbed it the wrong way this morning and its still bruised and a shot of pain shot up my arm. so ...i have to be extra careful at work tonight and tomorrow night...not to rush it and take my time paying attention to what im going.

hugs everyone......hope you have a great day.