the winner for best actress is...........

woke up having one of those days where i just dont want to get out of bed and feel like crap (mentally). had a rough day yesterday with my kiddo. dont want to go into details but some problems are starting to happen at school again and i just feel like i cant do anything to help her. the teacher is doing all she can but called to talk to me and what i think could be done. me and hubby dont know anymore how to handle things. anyway....feeling like i did something wrong as a parent and just disappointed in her and in myself. myself cuz i said something yesterday out of anger to my hubby that hurt his feelings..which i never ever ment to do. he is the best thing that could have happened to me and my daughter. he is a great stepdad to her and the best listener to her and especially to me when im feeling down. he is there for a shoulder or ear. but i feel bad also for laying all this mental stuff on him on how im feeling inside when im upset. i dont know what to say anymore in this blog ....just feeling like crap today. hmmm...great day to be doing customer service....time to put on my award winner smile and happy attitude....little do they know im crying inside.

hugs everyone....