feeling like a blue turkey.........

well....as of now 9:10pm im depressed as all hell. tried to call my family...first my moms house...no answer...so ok...i figure they are at my one sisters house....so i call there....no answer...*sigh*....i leave a message for them....wishing happy thanksgiving and lots of love. then i call back to my moms just to try again....no answer....so me and my daughter leave a message sending lots of love there too. didnt try my other sisters cuz she NEVER answers her phone anyway (screens every call...and still never takes them). so...i think they are either eating out this year or they already ate at my sister tracys house and headed to her mother inlaws house to play Bunko (great group game).

this is my 3rd thanksgiving away from home and im missing it big time. just the gathering of everyone and just hanging out eating and talking. we play games...dominos, scatagories, bop-it, yahtzee. then we all go to my sisters hubbys moms house to join their large family and play bunko.

this wasnt bothering me earlier....might be because i was at work and not thinking about it. came home....did the usual stuff ...then i had my daughter call her other grandma (her bio dads mom) and wish her well today. talked to her a bit myself and had a nice convo. i didnt call my mom and them then cuz i thought i would wait a bit to catch them all at the same house before they leave for bunko. well.....i think i waited to long....im not sure.

so on that note....im a bit depressed right now and just mopey....a bit home sick on a day like this.

hugs ......