Today's thoughts......
First off.......Main computer is still down. Not sure yet what the prob is. Couple things...One might be bad ram or bad disk. One of our other friends is going to be looking at it tonight and checking things out more thorough and I have faith that this problem will be fixed soon. I miss being able to be on the computer in my bedroom.
Camp for the kiddo is in ONE WEEK!!! wohoo!!!!! Not sure who is more excited...Here or us...LOL don't get me wrong...I miss her terribly when she isn't here and its very hard for me to go day to day not talking to her at least once on the phone when away...But she cant do that at camp...So mom as to be strong. I'm going to have to keep myself busy and not think about that knowing she is having a great time. Anyway...More about this more later on this week.
also...After reading another blog...Which I shouldn't take personal but I did a little bit....Is how I feel about not fitting in and others not accepting me. Its so hard to meet new people and from there become close friends. It seems harder here even more so cuz everyone is so tight knit and family's have gone back for ages. I joined a community service group in Summerside 2 yrs ago when I arrived ...My hubby is friends with them and thought that would be a good things for me in many ways...One of them meeting new people. I love being part of this group ......The group itself is made up of family members and close friends to the family and a few others. They are all very friendly have made me feel welcome but I still don't feel like part of the group most of the time. I am at a crossroads lately about if I'm going to continue on or not when sept. Comes around for our meetings to start again. Its just this other blog hit a sore spot with me at this time when I try so hard to become part of this island and make friends. I love this island and the way of life here....I don't complain about politics cuz I don't have a right to do so...I cant make things change in that sense cuz I cant vote...........I would if I could...But that wont be until I become citizen of Canada...That wont be for at least another 4 yrs. I do what I can for the community. I'm a hard (part time) worker, and help out at the elementary school when needed. My husband has his group of friends he has know it seems forever and they have all welcomed me...But again....Most (the women) have their inner circle and I feel like an outsider. Have a great time when everyone is out (all the guys and gals)...But I just don't have any female friends that I can just hang out with. Oh well.....Enough of my pitty party. Just resurfaced some feelings I have had the past year in me and now I had to rant about it.
hugs everyone...........Time to go for a walk and burn off this bit of anger and sadness in me.
Camp for the kiddo is in ONE WEEK!!! wohoo!!!!! Not sure who is more excited...Here or us...LOL don't get me wrong...I miss her terribly when she isn't here and its very hard for me to go day to day not talking to her at least once on the phone when away...But she cant do that at camp...So mom as to be strong. I'm going to have to keep myself busy and not think about that knowing she is having a great time. Anyway...More about this more later on this week.
also...After reading another blog...Which I shouldn't take personal but I did a little bit....Is how I feel about not fitting in and others not accepting me. Its so hard to meet new people and from there become close friends. It seems harder here even more so cuz everyone is so tight knit and family's have gone back for ages. I joined a community service group in Summerside 2 yrs ago when I arrived ...My hubby is friends with them and thought that would be a good things for me in many ways...One of them meeting new people. I love being part of this group ......The group itself is made up of family members and close friends to the family and a few others. They are all very friendly have made me feel welcome but I still don't feel like part of the group most of the time. I am at a crossroads lately about if I'm going to continue on or not when sept. Comes around for our meetings to start again. Its just this other blog hit a sore spot with me at this time when I try so hard to become part of this island and make friends. I love this island and the way of life here....I don't complain about politics cuz I don't have a right to do so...I cant make things change in that sense cuz I cant vote...........I would if I could...But that wont be until I become citizen of Canada...That wont be for at least another 4 yrs. I do what I can for the community. I'm a hard (part time) worker, and help out at the elementary school when needed. My husband has his group of friends he has know it seems forever and they have all welcomed me...But again....Most (the women) have their inner circle and I feel like an outsider. Have a great time when everyone is out (all the guys and gals)...But I just don't have any female friends that I can just hang out with. Oh well.....Enough of my pitty party. Just resurfaced some feelings I have had the past year in me and now I had to rant about it.
hugs everyone...........Time to go for a walk and burn off this bit of anger and sadness in me.
posted by CaliGirl at
8:57 a.m.
